Empty Words Until

on his side…

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BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH.

too funny,

but really

youre not a real christian if you let the devil persuade ur days…

… i mean, you can be a fake christian if you want. but who are you really doin a favor for by doin that?…the darkness u feed into…

there is light, but you cant just look at it. you have to embrace it

for teachin me HOW to love..

now if you COULD see me…

YOU would be proud.

…I gave you my heart

she had to listen to me MISS you.

through time ive released YOU.

now ive shifted my love, to someone who appreciates it.

BYE

valentines shall be swell

ya know when you look back and you thought you had it all, that you were in such a good place? then youre world crashes down, like you thought you lost the world, all that you thought you knew was put into question…. like you didnt even know it in the first place……..naw naw, you have dig deep, and i mean deep…. beyond your soul. not just to the roots, but the very ends, the tips of the roots. ha when you find what set you before, will set you for after. there is where you find deliverance, a peace that is ganna be ok, shoot, that its gana get better. and if you stick to that mentality but actually believe (and i dont mean “say” believe, i mean actually believe it. youre actions will show) you will not start to see tht sun youve been shootin for but the things that are created from that source of hope, that purpose, reassurance. haha when you start changin ur ways, not back to the way they were, but more established, there is where you will find purpose, a peace youve been searchin for. the past can set the stage for the future. doesnt mean you have to stand on that stage for life. go crowd surf…theres better things out there. but you have to jump. then youll look back at the stage and smile and see where you were at and see the reason for it. you didnt understand but lookin back you see why. i truly loved you, with every fiber inside of me. anyone could see that. you penetrated my full being, my soul. you had me unlike any other person ever did. you got down in there and didnt like what you saw, you liked the surface of me. well sorry i couldnt be everything to you like you were to me. guess thats where the line in the sand was. i just kept tryin to jump over that line but there was an invisible wall that kept slappin me back. i couldnt see it then but i see it now, and understand why. i guess there really is a season for everything. i still love you, i do. i pray for you and youre family everyday. i pray the best for you, not sayin that in a self righteous way, thats just how much yall mean to me. i just pray you end up with the guy i told you you should end up with. 10 yrs from now…hahah thatll be an interesting pic to look at. you had me, you really did. im just glad to see that God is in control of everything, including me. for some it takes years to see that. i thank God for takin me from the place i was in of despair and lonliness. i love you and always will, but thats it, this is it. my hope sand jar ran dry, time to set sail

im leeeeeeeaving on a jet plane…dont know if ill be back again.. real talk

that moment when youre tryin to rhyme with one of your moms dis on you and end up sayin “then id say kiss my ball sack”„,and youre dad gets beyond pissed but you cant help from laughing…hahaha